Inner Ugly

Do you ever see someone's inner ugly and it becomes impossible to see their
outside appearance as anything less than hideous, too? 
When you get a glimpse inside their mind/ their heart and you are stymied how revolting that view of them is?  You know in that moment it will be virtually impossible to ever see them as you once did.  In the days to come you marvel at how you ever saw them as someone you wanted to share space and time with? 
You can NOT even imagine how you saw them as anything less or more
than a twisted evil fraud?
​Am I the only one this has happened to?