Indulgent, I Realize...

There’s really no rhyme or reason to my posts. Just as the intro page states...these are just my thoughts as I sip coffee by the keyboard. So it’s part on line diary, part observations, parts of my life. I realize it’s self indulgent to have a public blog and please know I am under no illusion people care about what I have to say. I don’t think my blog is gonna change the world, make a positive impact or even get noticed. Heck, I don’t even know if people will relate or connect with me, my experiences or my words. When the Weebly renewal notification came through my email I thought this is ridiculous and I should let this page expire. Then I noticed I get weekly visitors and I’ve never promoted this page. I told two friends know about my blog, but somehow the website is tracking 2 digit visitors a day and 3 digit visitors a month. Mind blown. Especially since I went long stretches of time where I was mute. My divorce annihilated me and some days keeping myself from bursting into tears was good enough, I didn’t have the energy to update the blog. I don’t know who’s popping in to skim through my thoughts and observations, but thank you. Thank you so very much. This blog is mental health for me. A place to dump randomness or sort out why I may be feeling some kinda way about some kinda topic. I thank you for validating my thoughts, popping in for whatever reason that may be and for giving me your time.