Five Stages of Grief

Denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance are a part of the framework that makes up our learning to live with the one we lost.  I experienced denial while still in the marriage.  Bargaining?  While I was still in it.  Depression?  Both in and out of it.  I've finally done it.  I've hit anger.  For me, what sucks about anger is when it's intense, it makes me cry.  I can't stop crying I'm so pissed.  What I need now is to push through it quickly and get to indifference.  Please oh please lawd send me the tools to work through it.  Can I get a Disney Fast Pass for this ride?  I don't like this feeling.